I am in a state of mind these days when i want to do something different, something big, creative. Something like doing some social work, dropping out of college!..etc..the idea is that i want to figure out what i want and then just do it. All through my life in some way or the other I have been living my life on other's conditions, though not always and I have always been a rebel, but this time I want to follow my heart and not my mind. There have been a lot of times when I have felt this way but never have I done anything about it, and I feel bad when I think of it now. I have no clue at all whether this time is going to be "THE" time when I will be able to follow my heart and do something that would make me feel happy. I am sure that the day I'll break away from these apprehensions the feeling is going to be unmatched, something that I have never felt before.
I am not sure if I made sense with all this but it is difficult to explain what I feel like right now.

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