Friday, August 19, 2011

Things that bother me after turning 25!


 It is crazy to be 25 when you know it is only the years that are passing by and everything around is changing but nothing has changed inside you since you were 21.
1. I am growing old. Shit!25!crazy!
2. I dont want to have children
3. Very soon I'll be 30. OMG! that scares the shit out of me
4. I will get married in a year or two..sob!sob!
5. Boys dont look at me anymore :( im already too old :(
6. O my god my age group changes to 25-30 or 25-35 whenever I fill my details anywhere :(
7. I find it difficult to remember names. Is it because Im growing old :(
8. My hair have been falling like crazy since the past few months. Does that usually happen when u turn 25 ??
9. I still feel as if im 21 and yet these 21 year old kids call me didi!
10. dark circles, weight gain tension, skin problems .. will these start haunting me very soon ??
11. Should I be doing something else at 25 or still studying ??!@#!@#

But let me talk like the "ultimate optimist"..I am still young at heart and 25 is not 30 after all :P

Thursday, August 11, 2011

random..


Something that I had written a few months back but never posted it for some reason which I don't remember now!

I never hit anyone, and hence I never got hit
I never wished bad for anybody, yet a lot of bad happened to me
I never caused anybody pain, yet I was made to go through a lot of distress
I never cheated anybody, and hence I was never cheated
I always wished for everyone's happiness, yet I was made to face all the adversities
I always empathised with everyone, yet I had to bear the brunt
I pray to Him not just for myself but for bliss around me, yet He always makes me suffer
I wonder..if I am being too cynical. But I am sure I’m not being that, I have seen life, I have felt pain, I have cried for endless days, its time that it all ends and I get solace.